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Friday, November 13, 2009

Dec 9 Tabaski





One candle. Two candles. I blew out one to see how I 'really' look-enough with the snow angel princess mermaid look, dancing, twisting with my long hair by moonlight. ...How did that big butt look shaking in the limelight? I am awed to silence and wide eyes...at these poor girls who spend all their money buying scuffed electric blue shoes and too big jeans, reused fake hair and mix matched makeup, matching earrings, anything will go together with their sleek bodies, tear drop belly buttons, freshly dewed.
But, what is reality anyway? I light the other candle. I did dance with the most attractive boys tonight. What am I doing? Can I leave these boys behind? So bright eyed and so confident, innocently beautiful.

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